Friday, March 11, 2016
You're not a mess
My world does not seem so dark and scary this week. I have taken a few days to bring myself back together, and not be pulled down by the negatives. With the support of my boyfriend and my mom, I have been able to feel less like I am drowning, and more like I am floating on a noodle (which are awesome by the way). So, today I have an interview for my internship for my senior year at the Disability Center on campus. I am super excited and incredibly nervous. Job interviews are one thing, but this is for everything, and I cannot afford to screw up. I also have another interview a week from today with Head Start. While I am freaking out inside, I am also super jazzed about starting my next semester. That is when it will all be real. I will no longer be this student, hiding behind my books and my computer screen, acting like a know anything. I will finally be able to do something for someone, something real.
Okay, I am done talking about school for a bit, because I feel like it is consuming my soul, and its like I seriously have nothing else going on. I promise, my world has a lot more than homework going on (I say as I just printed 5 rubrics for papers that are all due this month). :) I, after very little searching because I am a lazy ass, landed a new job. I started Monday and I love it already. My friend Nicole needed an assistant to help her with her office work, and I am lucky enough that she hired me. I have never done office work before, so I was concerned that I would get lost, but I seem to be catching on just fine. (psh, I am awesome). After taking a month off of work (which is glorious by the way, best decision I have ever made), getting back in to balancing my schedule out could get messy, but so far so good. I am glad spring break is around the corner to help out with that though. ;)
Oh hey also, my boyfriend and I are celebrating our three year anniversary at the end of this month. Uh, what? Me......... Natalya..... has kept a boyfriend longer than a month? I should have a book of Natalya's records, and mark this bad boy down. How in the world did I find a guy who puts up with me for this long? He might be a grouchy pants, but he is obviously very patient. We are thinking about doing a bit of gambling to celebrate, hahaha, because who doesn't like to throw their money away? No but for real though, how lucky am I to have someone in my life who puts up with me? He also feeds me all the time, so uh, who is the real winner in this relationship? Am I right?
I was just thinking about what it would be like if I video blogged instead, and I am pretty sure I would have just had a five minute rant about how I have a blackhead on my face. I hate blackheads. I also would have talked about how my nose piercing comes out much easier when my nose is stuffed up. Also I just stretched after doing an hour and a half of yoga last night, and this girl is sore. So I guess everyone should be thankful I don't vlog. Because I am a total weirdo.
Anywho, this week has been quiet, and relatively uneventful for me. Its that calm before the storm, so everyone get ready for more panicked and angry rants coming up. ;) You're welcome.
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